My neighbours (and landlords) are building a new cabin next door… don’t be surprised if you get some interesting photo’s and reviews on the standards here in Costa Rica in coming weeks. I think of some of my friends in the construction industry and I’m pretty certain they would all be in their element and their worst nightmare simultaneously. Great for people watching though, I don’t understand a word any of them are saying but I am still learning a lot about the culture right here in my own back yard. More on that later.
I’m pretty sure they do their own fair share of people watching right back at me, for the first week I was like the bright new shiny toy in Cabuya. Great place for the ego, so much attention for having pale white skin and an English dialect. Every day I am told at least once how beautiful I am in a multitude of Spanish equivalents. Although, this is great for my ego to know what it’s actually like to be a small town celebrity I am careful not to encourage any of the attention. However, the guy’s next door working on the construction site must think I’m like the “Loco Aussie Chica”.
I can’t explain the kind of enjoyment I am getting from my writing and my imagination right now, this is exactly where I needed to come for inspiration. There is definitely magic in the air here in Costa Rica and I feel like I am breathing it in like an addict. Now that I am in my writers head space I tend to zone into my own little self-created dimensions in my mind pretty frequently. Part of the reason I felt I needed to leave my home to write was so that I could disappear and not upset anyone because I wasn’t giving them enough attention. It is a truly amazing experience to be able to simply focus 100% on yourself and no one else; it’s just all about you (ok, and sometimes about the neighbours).
Make sure if you haven’t made some special time just for yourself to solely focus on your needs and space recently, make it happen! Even if it’s just half an hour to walk around the park without anyone else bothering you, you will feel better for it and the people around you will thank you for it in their own special ways too.
Anyway…
I had never noticed it before, but when I am working at home and working on my writing, I pace around the house, I dance randomly just because I can, or just start laughing out loud at something I have thought of, I stop suddenly and stare at objects blankly for what feel like long periods of time, I just potter with no real purpose and I mumble and talk to myself pretty regularly. To me, I am processing, I am creating and imagining another reality. This has never really been an issue until I started living in a house with no walls, talk about feeling exposed.
The word has also got around that I am staying with Jeffry and Tara. Jeffry’s family have been living in Cabuya for over thirty years so there is an instant kind of respect for his guests privacy. I feel very safe here not only because I am surrounded by Jeff and his family both sides of my cabin but because I have a new best friend in Jade pronounced Haddy. I’m not really sure how it happened, as most of you know I am not a big dog person but she is a beautiful dog with a relaxed temperament and a good guard dog.
Haddy belongs to Jeff and Tara and while Tara is away working in the States, I think she has decided that she might like to hang with me in her absence. So everywhere I go, two feet behind me is Haddy slow and faithful always watching my back. Everyone in the town knows her, and she gives them all a smile but keeps trotting by not distracted from her mission to protect (except for the occasional pee stop!) When I go for a walk to the Panaderia or anywhere really she will follow me, sit with me and wait patiently (sometimes for hours) until I am ready for her to walk me home.
I’ve never really been a dog person but they seem to be re-entering my life again in different ways this past year. My resistance to them is admittedly breaking down and I think I might like to have a dog before I have kids. Kind of a trial run perhaps…
Love and Joy be with you, until next time!
Janie xoxo



